小时候,我记得有一座大山,憨厚地盘坐在外婆家门前,山上荆棘丛生。核桃树,是我对它唯一的印象,我知道,外婆给我的核桃都是从那儿摘的。我总是怀揣着羡慕心,尤其在云彩飘过时,在星星闪烁时。它是我的第一本童话书,有着写不完的故事和神秘,有着外婆和我。长大后,我在外地的城里上学,与外婆见面的次数就少了,没过多久,就传来外婆去世的消息,山里那些寥寥的美好,也随之远去了。欣慰的是,我每次吃着核桃还会想起外婆,想起那座山,想起核桃在门缝里夹碎的脆响,我多么希望,每一声脆响,都能唤回我和外婆的那些日子,和我的一颗羡慕心。有一段时间,我回了趟老家,和母亲一起去上坟,经过外婆居住的院子,可那里已是断壁残垣,荒废了许久,像秋冬时节那样,寂静,肃清了一切零零乱乱的飞尘。我们去墓地祭拜,没有表露过多的哀伤,坟草摇曳在空中,冥纸烧成灰烬,这大概是我和外婆唯一说话的方式了,说说山里与山外,说说外婆给我的核桃。 | xiao shi hou ,wo ji de you yi zuo da shan ,han hou de pan zuo zai wai po jia men qian ,shan shang jing ji cong sheng 。he tao shu ,shi wo dui ta wei yi de yin xiang ,wo zhi dao ,wai po gei wo de he tao dou shi cong na er zhai de 。wo zong shi huai chuai zhao xian mu xin ,you ji zai yun cai piao guo shi ,zai xing xing shan shuo shi 。ta shi wo de di yi ben tong hua shu ,you zhao xie bu wan de gu shi he shen bi ,you zhao wai po he wo 。chang da hou ,wo zai wai de de cheng li shang xue ,yu wai po jian mian de ci shu jiu shao le ,mei guo duo jiu ,jiu chuan lai wai po qu shi de xiao xi ,shan li na xie liao liao de mei hao ,ye sui zhi yuan qu le 。xin wei de shi ,wo mei ci chi zhao he tao hai hui xiang qi wai po ,xiang qi na zuo shan ,xiang qi he tao zai men feng li ga sui de cui xiang ,wo duo me xi wang ,mei yi sheng cui xiang ,dou neng huan hui wo he wai po de na xie ri zi ,he wo de yi ke xian mu xin 。you yi duan shi jian ,wo hui le tang lao jia ,he mu qin yi qi qu shang fen ,jing guo wai po ju zhu de yuan zi ,ke na li yi shi duan bi can yuan ,huang fei le hu jiu ,xiang qiu dong shi jie na yang ,ji jing ,su qing le yi qie ling ling luan luan de fei chen 。wo men qu mu de ji bai ,mei you biao lou guo duo de ai shang ,fen cao yao ye zai kong zhong ,ming zhi shao cheng hui jin ,zhe da gai shi wo he wai po wei yi shui hua de fang shi le ,shui shui shan li yu shan wai ,shui shui wai po gei wo de he tao 。 |
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