前些日子母亲说快二月二了你爸看隔壁根度爷俩在院场里剃头没好意思让人家也推一个又怕去店里,只好忍着我说咱不忍,我来推就吩咐儿子从网上买来理发器趁着天暄日暖生平第一次给父亲理了发其实父亲已基本谢顶仅剩的头发三分之一黑三分之二白,黑和白一样稀薄可数,软软地伏贴着头皮我从来没有像今天这样感觉父亲的脑袋就是一块荒地就连头皮,也近乎赭色像极了失去肥力的菜畦那些隔年未收的庄稼似的黑白在春风里轻轻摇曳轻轻摇曳我拿着推子竟一时恍惚得难以下手——这是我几十年来第一次揉摸父亲的头发,第一次触碰他冻疮瘢痕褪掉后留下斑驳色素沉淀的耳廓第一次凑这么近我把一块苍老土地的细枝末节看得清清楚楚,真真切切——因为我的小忙慌整个过程多少有些惊心动魄可父亲不嫌弃我的笨手艺母亲也不嫌弃他们在春风里满意地笑着我也在春风里笑着一时心下有不足为外人道的安妥和暖意2020.2 | qian xie ri zi mu qin shui kuai er yue er le ni ba kan ge bi gen du ye lia zai yuan chang li ti tou mei hao yi sai rang ren jia ye tui yi ge you pa qu dian li ,zhi hao ren zhao wo shui za bu ren ,wo lai tui jiu fen fu er zi cong wang shang mai lai li fa qi chen zhao tian xuan ri nuan sheng ping di yi ci gei fu qin li le fa ji shi fu qin yi ji ben xie ding jin sheng de tou fa san fen zhi yi hei san fen zhi er bai ,hei he bai yi yang xi bao ke shu ,ruan ruan de fu tie zhao tou pi wo cong lai mei you xiang jin tian zhe yang gan jiao fu qin de nao dai jiu shi yi kuai huang de jiu lian tou pi ,ye jin hu zhe se xiang ji le shi qu fei li de cai qi na xie ge nian wei shou de zhuang jia shi de hei bai zai chun feng li qing qing yao ye qing qing yao ye wo na zhao tui zi jing yi shi huang hu de nan yi xia shou ——zhe shi wo ji shi nian lai di yi ci rou mo fu qin de tou fa ,di yi ci chu peng ta dong chuang ban hen tui diao hou liu xia ban bo se su chen dian de er kuo di yi ci cou zhe me jin wo ba yi kuai cang lao tu de de xi zhi mo jie kan de qing qing chu chu ,zhen zhen qie qie ——yin wei wo de xiao mang huang zheng ge guo cheng duo shao you xie jing xin dong bo ke fu qin bu xian qi wo de ben shou yi mu qin ye bu xian qi ta men zai chun feng li man yi de xiao zhao wo ye zai chun feng li xiao zhao yi shi xin xia you bu zu wei wai ren dao de an tuo he nuan yi 2020.2 |
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